Lyrical Logic

It won't stop running. 
No matter what the doctor gives me, 
My brain can't quiet down. 
So many thoughts fight to be heard
I can't focus on just one. 
Self-medicating. 
Someone suggested it. 
But with what? 
I guess it could be worse. 
So you light one up, 
You inhale, 
Deeply. 
It takes a few minutes for it to kick in. 
But as soon as it does 
Your brain quiets down. 
You can focus on one thought. 
Is this what normal feels like? 
I guess it's time to self-medicate. 
After all, 
All I want 
Is a quiet brain.